Every night

 I think, I pray and I dream

I Think

I think of the world, like a giant box who everyone want to live inside, I've watch them, like i'm watching from outside, I see people is fighting for the best of their families, i've seen people who live the color of life, they don’t afraid to be themselves, i've seen people build the world from inside the office, i've seen people care about their friends as they are their children, i've seen a lot and yet a little,
I think I'm invisible, and my voice is not hearable, and my touch is never emotional, i'm like a robot with the blood, maybe no one want me to approach them, but from outside some windows, i can sense the needing of someone, and the silent crying from far away, that's why i'm still hoping that i could one day be useful, and maybe affecting the one's life, and who knew, maybe they will affect mine too.
That's why, every night, I open my windows, and keep waiting.....until the night is off.

I Pray

Every night, i remember people from the past, people from the day, and people who i love, i pray for god to help them, to answer their needs, i pray for every single one of them, my family, friends, even people i only met by a chance.
Some nights, i love to watch the dark sky, with all the stars above, i wish that all who i love stay with me that night, talking and laughing, and sleeping as the sunrise.

Once of every month, i pray that someone will remember me if i drop die in that night, and they will cry as hard as they could, because they lost me forever. Anyhow, my pray stop as i reach my limit and start to fall sleep.

I Dream

I dream that someday will come soon, and everyone got their goals, including me, I've dream that i will be someone who everyone loved, who everyone admire and respect, who everyone notice. I've dream of only one who think about me everyday. Not because anything s/he need me for, only because of me as person. I've dream of my own world, home, family, and friends, i've dream that i will be approached one day.. and the dream got to stop, because nothing could be more real than this dream.

Have a sweets dreams
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Happy weekends