I.. I Do  !

 

I will always be the One ..

 

 I always Care ..

 

 

good luck for All

 

 

 

 

i wake up in this morning. not becuase i wanted to, or becuase i have something to do.. no .. i just wake up because it was very very hot and i cant stand it .. so i wake up ..

for me, hot weather is very annoying things.. cause i always have a very high temperature.. and to add this heat to this weather.. it's a death..

 

but as i said earlier .. this summer is a summer strange as i name it .. it's not very hot and sometime you cant see the sun since the cloud cover the sky .. you can feel the warmth but you can smell the rain in the air also .. and in the very least moment, it will rain, it's so sudden, the sky covered with clouds and it start crying.. but still ... still you can feel the heat..

 

the last week and the weekends days.. was really stranger than the weather.. i will not mention that this week longer than anyother week.. i didnt expect, i will find myself thinking all the time of a friend cause she's not there with me .. it feel that the day is very long and very strange too..

i talked with many ppl and did many things << except studying ... but the more busy i become, the slower the time run.

although, i felt irrelative, and whenever i feel very uncomfortable or sad and want to talk to her .. the rain start falling .. in which i felt it was my tears falling .. but after every rain fall .. the sun come back to heat the land as well as my smile that open a way out of my sadness ..

 

the rain in the summer. & the summer heat.. i thought about it and i think it has a meaning in my life.. as the rain of the summer, especially in the uae that consider one of the hottest country in the world. it's very strange if it was raining.. so it was the time to put the meaning for this event.. i felt in my heart .. that the rain was the changing that happened to us .. it's possible to think about changing although your feeling cant cover it .. it's your feeling that sometime will change..but you cant say it's changing.. it's only to comfort your mind..

it's hard to express those feeling of changing and why sometime you cant change... but i know deep in my heart.. that i wont change completely .. when i love someone..whatever they do to me.. and insult me .. i will change my behavior toward them, my thinking and respect for them maybe will change too.. but i will always expect that one day they will come back to me. and whenever this happened.. i will forgot everything and i will love them again..

 

someone told me once.. that the broken glass will never fix again as it was before, i know that.. but i will say, it's possible if u recycle it .. it will be better than before.. yes.. the broken glass can be one like before and better. i believe that there is no bad person or hateful one.. they have thier reasons and they believe that they have a right.. if you can understand them, you can find the way to get along again ^_^..

 

in the end of the day.. i was laughing with one of my friend. it was like i discover the new way of living, although i will cry sometime .. but the sun will come again ..

and you can see the sunset with your friend and be happy living in this life..